Numb.

Truth is, I'm not letting myself feel anything.
A few moments I was able to, but I've been in front of people, or places I don't want to break.
People can tell it, I know they can.
But, I have nothing to say.
Where would I begin?

Physical pain is so much easier to deal with than emotional.
I honestly wish I was in pain, maybe I could ignore this.

I must press on.
This will get better...
They have to.
Cause, if not
Then what's the point.