I'm ridiculous.

Sometimes I just look at myself and shake my head...

I'm ridiculous.
Stupid things bother me.
There are times I care way too much
I think way too much.
I worry way too much.

Why don't I just let things be what they are?
Let things happen?
Why do I get so territorial?

Especially after all the great things that just happened
Especially knowing what I know.

Why am I afraid my friends will steal away my other friends?
That's really stupid.

I want to just be confident in who I am.
I don't want to worry about what's going on around me.
I don't want to think too much about or into anything.

I wish I could shut my brain off and just enjoy life.