oh, you know, that moment when you feel absolutely ridiculous so all you do is cry on your bedroom floor because you don't know what else to do.
What's worse is knowing that you knew better. That it would turn out the way it did. Even preparing for the inevitable, and then it twists to still be the inevitable, but in ways that cut deeper.
And it's all part of the lesson you're supposed to be learning.
No? Just me?
well then, just carry on as usual.
Nothing to see here.