Thursday, June 10, 2010

I feel like throwing up.

Why is that?
What the heck is my deal?
Things are going well except this one thing.
What is my problem?
It seems to just be me.
I feel like a failure.
I feel like I suck.
Like I'm wrong.
and now like I'm alone in this.

What the heck am I supposed to do?

Everything else is great.
I'm full time now, which is wonderful and scary.
Just this one freakin' thing.
I thought it was fixed, why is this still an issue?

Is that why I want to move out? To try to escape the issue?
I just want everything I'm promised...
I don't want to hurt anymore.

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