sudden stop.

I feel like life has haulted.
Like I don't write enough
I don't express enough
I have all this inside me, and I don't know what it is, nor how to get it out.
I'm stuck.
With this unidentifiable lump in my throat.

Where is life going?
Where have I been?
Why do I care at all anyway?

How am I supposed to feel?
How am I supposed to act?
How much am I supposed to pay attention to certain things and when do I channel my focus elsewhere?

It'll all make sense soon enough
Right?

Life sure is a funny thing.
And right now I feel lost.
Not in a terrifying way
Just in a numb, shock-sensed, unidentifiable way.

*shrug*
I guess we'll see