Sometimes, I just want so desperately to feel God.

To have Him hold me
or comfort me
Let me know everything is gonna be okay
That all this is worth it

But, I know that this will happen in time
and this is where trust comes in.

Right now, I just want someone who knows my heart.
To just hold me.
Where I don't have to say a word
Because, honestly, I have no words.
But I don't think that people can understand any of this.

It's more complicated than human minds are capable of comprehending.

I need to find my laptop charger...