Thursday, November 25, 2010

I'm not gonna worry

I'm not gonna worry

I'm not gonna worry

I'm not gonna worry

I'm not gonna worry


I'm not gonna over think

I'm not gonna over think

I'm not gonna over think

I'm not gonna over think

I'm not gonna over think.


It's out of my control.


I'm choosing to trust.
I'm not gonna worry
I'm not gonna worry
I'm not gonna worry
I'm not gonna worry
I'm not gonna worry

I'm not gonna over think
I'm not gonna over think
I'm not gonna over think
I'm not gonna over think
I'm not gonna over think.

It's out of my control.

I'm choosing to trust.
This was the best Thanksgiving. Hands down.

It goes down as the best. Most definitely.


My heart is so happy
This was the best Thanksgiving. Hands down.
It goes down as the best. Most definitely.

My heart is so happy

I feel like

Time and opportunities are slipping through my fingers.
I make the most of what I can
But there's only so much that can be done.

Once this day is gone, it's gone.
Who's to know what tomorrow holds?

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Dear Friends.

I stayed up really late last night with a dear friend.
We were sharing our hearts.

It truly was a beautiful thing.

For me, this really means a lot. I take nights like that to heart.
It's like everything that I keep locked away deep inside, protected so as to not be trampled over was able to come to surface and be exposed.

This is a very risky thing.
It can be rejected, torn apart, stomped into the ground, ignored or misunderstood--amongst other things.
These are the very things that make up the core of who I am. My dreams, my desires, my inmost being. It's not something everyone sees everyday. It's not something everyone will know.
But, she does.
And she understands.
And she patiently listens to me rambling on and on about these things that only God knows all of and paper has an inkling towards.
It's deeper than I could even begin to explain.
But things were confirmed.
It's as if we went from the natural realm into the spiritual and were speaking and viewing the world through the eyes of our spirit.

It is time that is so valued.
Words can't even express.

My heart is overflowing. I tried journaling about it, but I don't know about the justice it does.
The best part?
Dear friend was there. She knows. She understands. She was there.

I am so beyond thankful.

Jesus, thank You for friends like this.

Sunday, November 14, 2010

Fact:

Fact: Jesus loves me
Fact: I will fail you
Fact: I'm not very good at keeping up with people
Fact: My heart is pretty sensitive
Fact: I love my family
Fact: I battle fear often
Fact: I have a mosquito bite on my knee
Fact: I'm almost always thinking about multiple things
Fact: Everything has a point and long, extensive reasoning
Fact: I don't know what I want
Fact: I hear from God the most when I'm asleep or in the shower
Fact: Not many actually know me fully
Fact: I'm doing laundry
Fact: I'm mostly uncertain about thing right now
Fact: Crocheting calms me down, and makes me sleepy
Fact: Madea makes me smile
Fact: I like eating cookie dough
Fact: I have no idea what my future holds
Fact: I know Who holds my future
Fact: I love the smell of clean linen
Fact: I don't know how to cook
Fact: There are many better things I could be doing right now
Fact: My heart is heavy
Fact: I don't know...