a million shades of crazy.

Life has been a million shades of crazy
but not bad
if that even makes sense?
Started a new job the same day I moved.
Two days later a friend died in a car accident.
And yesterday I had the first fever I've had in years.

I've been sick for a while, but not fevered. I was always functional.
I don't know how to not do something.
So, today I am learning that.
I still have to drive to Corpus to deliver pictures.
I have to skip dance, which breaks my heart.
But I know I can't be stubborn this time.
Just really sucks because we don't have dance Thursday because of a holiday.
Sigh.
Over iiiit.