Before you go ©

The smell of the city is beginning to wear off
Reality is setting into the fibers of my clothes
The monsters are waiting for me
Behind doors I closed as I left.
This skin I'm in is still the same.
I see the world through eyes that
Change color when I cry.
The very eyes that have seen everything I know.
Every terror and triumph
Logged in my same brain,
Filed and put away.
These fingertips have touched worlds both here and there.
Same heart, beating words I can never say.
But now my eyes stay brown.
I don't cry anymore.

Most of my posts have been on my ballet blog lately.
Or my journal.

Life is good.
Although difficult at times.

I'm finally finding where I belong
And have people who care about me.

Change is in the air
I can't see it, but I feel it.